I’ve always wanted to make everything last. I’m the type of person that still believes that forever exist. ( I hope I’m not the only one ! ) Whether in terms of love or friendship. I don’t know, I think it’s just that if I ever let you come into my life it’s for good, I don’t like having part-time people in my life. As I’ve always said.. don’t come into my life if you never plan to stay. Cause if you do.. it’ll just be a waste of time.. But now.. I think I am wrong. People aren’t meant to stay with us forever. Some are just destined to just meet you and say “Hi.” even how special they’ve been to you. You can’t control things. You can’t just make things go always on your way. I’ve learned that in life, some people are just meant to teach you lessons. No matter how they’ve made you happy.. No matter how many times they’ve made you smile. In the end.. they’ll just be gone. And if they did, you’ll begin to feel broken.. to feel lost. to second guess everything. even blame yourself. but no, you shouldn’t ! It’s not your fault that they walked away. It’s not your fault that they left. It’s not that you’re not good enough. It’s simply because God has better plans for you. You don’t deserve people who aren’t brave enough to stay and fight dragons with you. But soon.. you’ll find yourself. You’ll find out that everything you ever wanted wasn’t what you needed, cause you deserve more than that. This is just one of the million stories of your life. Just think of all that people who’ve left as a lesson you’ve learned and remember them as someone who’ve made you smile ! :) I would love to thank every people who came into my life, thank you for making me smile. Thank you for bringing happiness even once in my life. I don’t care if you forgot about me, all that I know is that all of you will always be a part of my life, my story. Would love to have all of you until the end but you’ve chose to be just a part of one chapter in my story. I thank you still. :)
